Stop, Just Stop. - Dramatic Monologue

Stop.
Just stop it.
I can’t take this anymore.
The lies, the hurt.
It’s all too much for me.

I have done nothing.
Nothing but trust you.
Love you.
I gave you my all.
All and so much more.

Every time I look at you.
It hurts.
I want you more than anything.
But, I can’t have you.
It kills me to know that.

You tell me you want to be with me.
More than anything in the world.
But, do you really mean it?
It doesn’t seem like it.

You are still dating another girl.
And yet, you love me?
How can you date one and love another?
It doesn’t make sense to me.

Sounds to me like you want to have
Your cake and eat it too.
I am tired of being the other woman.
It’s something I never wanted to do.
I told you that from the start.

You always told me exactly what I wanted to hear.
Told me you were sorry.
Told me things were complicated.
Told me you wanted to be with me.
Told me I was good for you.
You told me that things would change.

And yet, I’m left here waiting.
Waiting for something, - a miracle, maybe-
Something, anything to happen.
For you to prove to me that you love me.

But, if you don’t love me
All I am asking from you is to,

Stop.
Just stop.
Cause I can’t do this anymore.
The lies, the hurt.
It’s all too much for me.